I'm only just beginning this journey, but I'm feeling guilty and selfish.
You see, I usually am pretty frugal. I research things on my own. I bought a gym membership last year, but I got a deal - $15 a month. I use it too, as I go a few times a week.
I shop at thrift stores.
We cook home, almost the whole week.
We eat out maybe once on a weekend.
I make many things that we use.
So, when I decided to looking into competing, I knew there would be changes.
It's something that I have wanted to do for years and years.
It feels extravagant to me.
It's not a "need."
It is most definitely a want.
I am having feelings of guilt and selfishness.
I wonder if others have felt this way when they first struck out to achieve this goal?
I am trying to push those down.
I know that I will learn a lot through this as well -
even though it's a pretty penny, lol.
Just because this makes me happy.