always inspires and motivates me so.
Then, I think, maybe I will plan a competition again.
Why do my motivations waiver so much?
Maybe because I am just in the beginning, and I know that I have so far to go that it seems incredibly daunting?
Maybe because I am on the verge of 40 and cannot fathom trying to learn even more than I have this year, physically for routines?
Perhaps, I am too intimidated by all of the younger competitors in the Fitness Category.
Yep, there is a ton that daunts me and fogs my dreams.
I will continue to make myself better.
I will continue to go with the flow and try to learn more.
I mean, Adela is 40 and a 7x Olympia Champion.
Maybe there is a little hope for this girl.