Hmmmmm, where to begin?
I feel good, yet, I am apprehensive.
Had posing and routine practice today.
My coach thinks that I have the perfect Bikini Category body.
I don't want to switch categories.
Yeah, I'd probably be better off because Bikini has age categories.
Yep, I'm going to be lumped with all those youngin's...
And I will be weeks away from 39.
Granted, I don't think of myself as old.
Far from it, as I still try to chase youth - whether that be good or bad.
So now, I'm on a quest to build bigger.
This may mean that in my first competition, I will not place well.
I can accept that.
I want to have that physique though.
I know now that I'm not ripped enough.
What does that mean?
It means I have to dig deep.
Will I be perfect come April 14th?
Granted, my routine will be awesome because (according to my coach) I have the strength moves and flexibility moves down.
Hopefully in 5 weeks it will also be flawless.
So, what now?
I'm looking for future competitions.
So that I can compete with a ripped body.