I just think something has been lost along the way.
We've I've lost touch with something.
Society saddens me lately.
Maybe we've I've become too comfortable with all of these conveniences.
I don't want to look back on my life when I'm old and not have anything to reminisce about.
I want to be the interesting old lady with the crazy, fascinating stories.
There's only one way to do that.
"So we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?"
— Hunter S. Thompson
In fact, I have been dabbling with the idea of taking a psuedo-sabbatical from
all of these wonderful technological networking groups and just the computer in general..
I think that I may tell folks that if they wish to communicate with me that
they will have to call or write.
I was actually given a polaroid camera, nice to have actual photos again.
I'm thinking of getting a 35mm "film" camera too.
I may even spring for an old typewriter.
I will probably still blog, though not that many people read anyway, lol.
Like I said, it's an idea that I'm dallying with.
Maybe, I'll find it impossible to do.
Maybe, I'll find new things in myself and life that I never thought of.
Maybe, I'll find new adventures.
Maybe, I'll find the good in people again.
Maybe, I'll change my mind on everything.
Maybe, I'll find more interesting things to blog about.
I have been doing well. I definitely see changes in my upper body, shoulders especially. Gosh, I'm starting to love my shoulders. ~gives them kisses~ I know the lower body will take time. That is my nemesis, my fatty, jiggly zone. I will not give up, though. I am determined.
Since I am currently unemployed, I have been giving even more effort for becoming healthy and fit. I love starting my mornings at the gym, having all of my meals planned out and being able to play with clean recipes. However, I have decided that if I get one of these jobs that I applied for, well, maybe I'll look into a competition. If I have the extra money coming in, I would be willing to let a little (a lot from what I read, lol) flow toward that goal.
It's silly, but I keep thinking about it. I think it would be a devil of a challenge to myself which is why I have not seriously considered trying. Well, that reason and the cost, haha! I will keep working on myself, by myself, with the help of books, videos, blogs, support of others. But, well, but if I can once again have extra money, maybe I'll go the extra and challenge myself even further. This folks, is the new deal I am making with myself. I guess I'm willing to say that because the chances are 50/50!