Sunday, 15 February 2009
I had a train wreck of a show last night. It was the first time that I had a backstage breakdown. I left and did not even attend the curtain calls. Cowardly of me, I know. I feel worse about that today than the hot mess of a performance. At least, I did not gorge myself for comfort. If anything, I want to make myself better. Even still, I am utterly embarrassed.